Did you ever once, just cry so hard and lay on the floor and you keep crying and crying hoping that someone will come to you, hug you and hold you tight saying that everything is going to be okay. And no one came. You are still laying on the floor and cry till it all dries up on your face.
I just did. And why? Because somehow i feel like i'm never gonna be good enough to make anyone happy. And i'm not good enough to be with anyone. And i'm not gonna be good enough to make someone proud. Even to my own parents.