So, it's me again.

I've been talking to peoples. The one that i have trust in. The one that i think can make me feel better somehow. Seem like they are the only reason i can still feel like a human. Cause right now i definitely feel like a zombie. I feel lost. Maybe i'm far away from my creator. I should realise that all of this came from him. I don't know what i should do right this second. Because everything seems so dull.