kadang-kadang aku penat

yes, i get tired easily,

i'm not used to just give up on something,

but i guess, someday, sometimes, the feeling on 'giving up' is just there,

when suddenly you felt like

' hey , i'm okay, see, i'm smiling'

but the reality is

' i'm tired, i'm not giving up on you or anything, life are too long to worried about this stupid stuff that i make up for myself just to make myself felt horrible for you, so i guess just chill babe, chill, there's more to go in future and what we had left in the past'

Letting go isn’t a one time thing. it's something you do everyday. Over and over again. :)

night.