Wednesday, November 24, 2010

teeha :)


sorry for the photo quality,
lazy to fix it. :)


a post for you :)

you hurt your self to much,
please don't hurt it again,
i know how it felt loving a guy that is not into you,
let him go,
it's not worth it fighting for his love if his just not into you,
i know you make sacrifice,
i know you willing to do anything just to make him yours,
i've been through that,
trust me,
it's not worth it,
your love,
you should given to someone who deserve,
i have the same problem to,
at least i know i'm not alone,
i have you,
i have my friends.

see, his not the only guy that can love you in this whole wide girl,
start flirting around with other guys,
PLEASE. NOT WITH HIM ANYMORE,
i can't bare to see you cry over him,
i'm tired of playing around with my own feelings,
you should start felt tired to,
give up on him,
start a new life. FOR ME AT LEAST.

NO MORE WRITING LOVE NOTES FOR HIM,
NO MORE POST HIS PICTURE ANYWHERE,
OH YES, DELETE EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM THAT YOU HAVE IN YOUR DRIVE,
at first you will felt like regret, i've done a lot of time, thousand of picture i can count, deleting and burn it was the hardest part, but in future, you will be thankful to your self that you had done it.
PLEASE, PLEASE BE STRONG,
you need a lot of pray for this. turn to ALLAH, the only precise way to be normal again :)
insyaALLAH.

dear teeha,
i don't want you to cry for him,
not as often as you do now,
make it less,
make friends,
make you life busy,
especially your facing practical now. LUCKY YOU =.=" i'm jealous,
START TO FLIRT. this was one of my senior idea, don't work on me, but at least i try,
it's hard, that i can say,
past will haunted you, 
but this is the karma of life,
believe it,
sayang, i love you,
i want to see you happy,
be in your wedding few year from now,
and when i look at you,
you look so beautiful and happy with the guy that loves you more than anything,
more than his life,
MAYBE IT'S HIM,
but i want you to be happy with a true love,
not fake one :,)
i want to write more,
but me myself have the same problem,
we face the same crisis,
and i try to handle it properly,
i try :(

so i want you to hold my hand,
and we stand up together,
girlfriend are always going to be side to side,
standing beside each other,
i love you,
your my best friend,
even we haven't met,
but i want you to know,
that i want to see you smile again,
and that smile is not fake. 

YA ALLAH, KAU BERIKAN LAH KEKUATAN KEPADA SAHABAT KU INI,
AGAR DIKURNIAKAN KETENANGAN YANG BERPANJANGAN,
JODOH YANG BETUL-BETUL MENYAYANGI DIA,
JIKA BOLEH,
BERIKANLAH KEBAHAGIAAN AKU KEPADANYA,
KERANA AKU INGIN MELIHAT DIA BAHAGIA DISISI SEORANG LELAKI YANG SOLEH DAN DAPAT MEMBERIKAN KEBAHAGIAAN KEPADANYA DUNIA AKHIRAT.
aminnn :)

i love you sayang, and i want you to know that.



6 comments:

teeha said...

im crying while reading this . thank youu so much . i'll make a move . start a new life . i'll pray for you too . you're the best . i love youu . lets stand up together .

fatinlullaby said...

your almost welcome sayang :,)

teeha said...

iloveyou forever .

Syafika Syahiza said...

teeha, u know what? sometimes the are guys who make break our hearts and make it looks like we are the one who should be blamed. then we being girls, we'll punish ourselves. we often regrets about the things that we done, the things that we didn't do. while in fact sweetie, it's them who we should put the blame on. So please stop crying. They don't deserve even a tear from you. You deserve someone way better than that. believe me. I've been through this whole broken hearted process. and look at me, I'm happier than ever now.

Trust me dear, you'll find someone better. Someone who really deserve to be loved by you.

And fatin, this is so sweet of you for making such entry for her. Good job! :)

teeha said...

thanks fika . glad to have both of you ;)

fatinlullaby said...

syafika syahiza : great post. seriously.
look teeha, your not alone :)
you have us babe,
just us girls.