twilight

I'm standing in front of you,

imagine you were there,

i have the words inside my head,

but i don't know how to tell you,

if i tell you,

i'm just afraid to loose you,

i know it's not worth fighting for,

you have your own way of life,

that i try to except,

but it seems,

sit and look at it,

and i know that i can't do anything is the hardest part,

i want to tell you,

but the word just can't let go,

if only we can sit,

face to face,

and talk to this,

it will make me a big relief,

watching you out there,

kills me,

owh, i wish i can just shrink into a tiny person,

and enter you brain,

learn all about it,

i just can't understand you,

are you a liar ( big one) or are you kept denying,

denying things that you've been doing?

maybe one day this will come to and end,

and i make sure by that time,

my heart will be ready to except everything that will come.

p/s: it's just hurt, i'm sorry. but i don't know what to do with you any more.