silent

i walk in my own shadow, thinking, what are you doing, how's your exam going, how are you, how it felt living in this world thinking that is someone out there missing you so much, don't you felt guilty or anything.

i just kept doing what am i doing for living, go to classes, wake up thinking of you, every time i sleep i whisper to myself that you're not going to be there for me, then things just happen. i walk my life without you and sometimes not thinking of you at all.

and every time my phone ring, i always thought it will always be you.

you face just pop out in my head without warning. sometimes, it's just hurt me.