Wednesday, November 19, 2014

expecting something unreal

So basically i'm currently still in office and it's 6.30 p.m. someone just called me a work maniac. I have to agree with that. Seem it's like my nature since back then while i was doing my practical. I prefer to stay in the office till like 8 pm then i'll drive back home. 

Writing this post is just because tomorrow is my birthday. yup, it's my freaking 23rd birthday. And even while writing this it put a smile on my face. What is funny about it is nothing. Just like any previous year, i think the last time i went out to celebrate my birthday was 2 years ago. I can't remember what i did last year. Owh wait, it was during my practical months, not even a single human being in the office knew it was my birthday that day. except for the akk kerani, cause she add me on facebook. Balik rumah and there was this cake that that ibu bought for me, i think i ate the whole cake by myself. But this year definitely gonna be same old same old.  

What with the expecting the unreal ? I guess i always wanted to celebrate my birthday with my close friends. All of them at once. Since 2 of my best friends are in KL, one of them are in JB but still studying. Basically i'll go for a date with all of them one by one if any of them are in JB or free.  Cause i met all of them in different place. High school best friend, matriculation neighbors and tuition mate i guess. Every year i always wish for something special. on my birthday. I guess all of us are. Some are lucky to have a group of friends make a small party for you, family who gather together and sing a birthday song for you. And the luckiest person ever to have a boyfriend that filled your room with balloon, flowers, cakes, play and sing for you a birthday songs, and said 'i'm glad that you were born and god let us be together' Best feelings ever don't you think? There, i said it. Cheesy me wishing all this ridiculous things will happen to me tomorrow on my birthday. I watched too much movies and stalk lots of pretty girls on intsa. haha. 

Maybe tomorrow i should go buy myself some fresh flowers, treat myself a birthday cake with a huge cup of starbucks, buy those Lang Leav book that i've been craving so bad *which is tunggu gaji and maybe go watch hunger games! THANK YOU FOR RELEASING THE MOVIE ON MY BIRTHDAY. best birthday present ever!!! :)

I'll write more soon about how gladdddd i am turning 23! 


sue. said...

Happy birthday adik.
Have a wonderful day and may your birthday will fill with much love, many wonderful surprises and gives you lasting memories that you will cherish in all the days ahead.
And...have a good one adik!


fatinlullaby said...

awhh, thanks! One of the most sweetest wish i received for my birthday :)

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