One last time

It was not easy and it was not hard either. 

to fall in love and be happy. 

I know it was wrong. In so many level. I know i was lost. I'm awake. I know it's going to hurt. But i let it be.

I know you were looking at me. And i want you to look and me. I don't know what is this. Is it real, or just you being you. It's like I'm falling all over again and i let myself fall. I just don't know why I'm letting myself do this. or maybe because it's either this or nothing.

Before this is over, let me have one more moment with you. I want to look deep into your eyes and be the happiest girl alive.
even for a while.