Insecurities

Because i want to feel with that kind of feelings everyday. 

I want to feel constant.

I want to make myself waking up smiling about stuff and not worrying about what will happen next. 

I don't want to move fast either too slow. 

I want things to hit me hard, not like this, not like this uncertainty kinda feelings. 

Maybe, all i ever want to actually lay back and said

'i'm done. i have everything that i want now in life to be happy, i have you and i make them happy to'

Me and my stupid insecurities.