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Just fucking kill me. you're killing me mentally and physically. and by killing me satisfy your life and you can live happily, i'm willingly kill myself for you. The only thing that stopping me doing it is i know deep deep deep inside you didn't meant everything that you said to me. stop ruining my life just because you life is ruined. You must have faith in me, cause i do, soon, someday, we're going to be happy again. Every fucking thing that i do in life is for you. It's for us. 

But for now, please. Please stop doing this to me. I'm still a girl, and i'm still a daughter. 

I still need your support and love. 

I really need it ibu, i do.