still learning

i'm not like other girls who you kick once and hurt forever. yet i make fake promise to myself, but still i know what is the best for myself. 

and you know what, i'm still learning. but this time, i know which decision i must choose and what decision i'm not suppose to take.

at one point, i'm proud of myself , where i stand before and now :)

p/s: so hit me hard mr, and i hope you felt sorry for yourself right now to see me stand strong after what you had done to me.