i'm not alone

you know when you felt down in life, you felt that people don't understand you. you try to talk to your friends, your family, boyfriend, anyone. but still, you felt that wasn't enough to help you to get though the life. yes, maybe you feel a bit better. those pain, is not something that we can easily transfer right? :')

i'm a stalker. i mean, not seriously stalking other people life or anything. knowing other people or stranger closer. learn what they had been through and also see how the cope with it. one thing i learn about blogging are, we can see the truth of someone. they might say that they're okay, suddenly when the post blogs and all, we can see the true colour of them and there were i learn about people around me :)

kadang-kadang rasa nak down sebab life, tapi fikir balik, ramai orang mcm kita, masalah itu, masalah ini. sunyi lah, ape lah. memang ada. cuma kadang-kadang kita tak nampak. certain orang dia tak suka bgtau luar, ada pulak kalau boleh satu dunia dia nak bagitau. mcm2 ragam manusia. kadang-kadang kita pun x sangka oraang tu ada masalah. they look very okay, so happy with life, like nothing bothers them. tapi tu lah manusia, tak kan pernah lari dari masalah. kecik pun masalah jugak an. aku tengok orang, baca blog orang. kalau fikir balik, masalah kita lebih kurang sama. tapi macamana kau boleh kuat? bendatu lah aku selalu lihat dari perspektif yang berbeza. mungkin ada yang boleh tahan lagi, die tulis kat blog penuh dengan kata-kata positif. ada hamba tu die memang luah lah semua. bagi aku, dedahlan masalah kita secara terbuka, every detail suma nak kene cerita mengaibkan diri sendiri. itu pendapat aku. masing-masing ada pendapat sendiri bukan? bagi aku, let it low, i mean not to over expose bout it. let people guessing. tulis blog ni kene bertapis. tak nak lah sampai nak berblog kita sakitkan hati orang lain. maybe people said that

 ' blog aku, suka hati aku lah' 

 in my opinion,it's true. tapi ingat, blog merupakan salah satu platform yang menggambarkan identiti kita. i love reading people blog. but take note ' that interest me with how the write'. tak kesah lah nak cakap pasal apa sekalipun. scroll down, where the section, 'they inspire me' .some of it really helps me get through my heartache. it's true :') just by reading other people writing, i felt much better for myself. #tak semua dalam list. penulisan kau menggambarkan identiti kau. my blog sucks, i know that. kalau naik satu followers rasa mcm seronok gila -.-" ada jugak orang nak baca blog aku. haha. :')

THANKS LOVABLE FOLLOWERS. 

i will try my best to make this blog more interesting 

the reason this blog is exist is because, i really want to make my self comfortable with English. #true story

life aku tak ada pape yang menyeronokkan  

i'm just a normal girl who just step on those shit and walk away. when there's not other pathway she can walk. those thorny pavement is the only choice she have. she walk, and it hurts. left a deep scar. some of them stays there because she never wanted that part of pain to go away. she don't mind the bleed and all. she have no other choice remember? 

it's the same story to people out there. you don;t have other choice than just walk in this life. if you're lucky enough, be thankful. because not everyone can felt that luck. if you're in the hard time. be strong girl, or maybe due #if any guys read my blog -.-", you're not alone. you can ask me, WHAT TO DO NOW? me myself don't really know what will be the right answer, but i will answer, just move one. sayang, sakit macamna pun, you sendiri tau an you tak ley wat pape. nangis lah kuat mana, lega an? but in the end, you don't have any choice either than move on.

trust me, you're not alone :)