sometimes we can stay strong just by ignoring sad things that happens. what had happen me today it's not something i wish to remember. i went out to start doing my job and assignment. in pain, and heartless, i don't feel that i can take another step outside the real world. But those sorrow turns into a small smile. really small that brings light into this sorrow heart. i felt horrible being alone. and be with my friend tonight, hearing them screaming, playing around with each other, their laughter is something for me. it's kind off a lullaby.
tak terkata letihnya hidup ni. agaknya kalau tak ada mereka, aku dah tak nak hidup lah kowt
Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.