i don't fell that way anymore for you, it's just like your not even in my head. but i won't lie to myself. i will only miss you if i let myself miss you. that's it. full stop. you know how i let these feelings calm me down either than crying over you? i hug mr b. so hard until i fall to sleep.
YES, EVERY NIGHT I WILL THINK OF YOU BEFORE I SLEEP.
even i know that your not. pathetic right? that's me. as long as i'm not bothering you, i guess i'm okay with what i did to my life. i'm not disturbing you right.