kalau

kalau aku pergi, agaknya kau cari aku tak? . kalau aku nak lupakan kau, mampu tak aku lakukan? . kalau aku tak heran dah apa nak jadi, aku pandang balik tak apa aku telah buat suatu hari nanti? . kalau aku dah putus asa, aku menyesal tak?. 

i don't have that much strength to push you away from me, i really don't want to have a fight with my own brain and feelings. i have a lot thing to think, works to be done.

i always said this to myself, what do you really want fatin in your life?

is life never enough for you.

and the answer is never. 

p/s: broga was awesome. going to update is a.s.a.p :)
thanks pika, kerol, kak wani. you guys are awesome