it don't fell the same

seronok tengok orang,

orang yang boleh gaduh bersama, 

berkonsi segalanya tanpa ada rasa perasaan terhadang dari perasaan takut dan malu,

orang yang boleh kongsi gelak tawa, 

hilai tawa kedengaran menusuk telinga,

membuat ku terfikir,

ya, aku rindukan saat itu,

bersama rakan-rakan yang selama ini bersamaku,

owh, mereka tahu setiap bab didalam cerita hidupku,

dan tidak pernah menilai kenapa aku jadi manusia sebegini rupa,

dulu,

setiap kali aku menangis, mereka aku membuat aku senyum dan lupa kesedihan itu,

kesakitan yang menusuk, tiba-tiba hilang kerana aku rasa aku tak pernah hilang apa-apa dalam hidup,

kerana aku masih ada mereka.

it was an old story, old chapter,

the dust had covered my heart,

sorrow and lonely,

but still i can smile for things that i have in present,

feeling grateful for what i have now,

and never try to ask for more,

because maybe i don't get want i wish for,

not all :')

i know i am okay now,

nothing is going to hurt me,

but i guess now, i'm hurting myself because i can't get what the real definition of friendship is all about,

i love them all, 

and i guess i can't eventually hold them closer to my heart,

because i can't accept myself for what i had done to my life. 

it's okay. i'm going to be just fine. 

p/s: i miss my friend. 

back to reality,

LEFT ME ONE MORE DAY BEFORE MY LAST KILLER PAPER.

STATISTIC. -_____-"

do i really have enough time to cover it all?

i really need to score this paper,

at least i get B for this,

B- okay for me. pfft.

deep thinking, can i do this?

Albert Einstein once said : you never fail until you stop trying :) 

my dreams is the only reason i never give up