i'm ready for war

i felt that secure feelings,

but i know , we both know it's not going to happen right,

i'm afraid,

to eventually have you, but at the same time, it's not true,

i have a big smile on my face now,

but deep inside my heart, there's these feelings, that i really don't know what is it,

but i guess i just don't want to get rid of it,

i just want to hold on for a while,

and let see what will happen,

maybe the observation will stand until the time that one of us make the decision to give up?

statistics was something that i can't assure off,

feeling so sad after taking it, 

i cry, shamed on me :'(

i don't know,

i done my revision quite well,

but when i applied it on my test paper just now, 

it's just i don't fell so confident about it,

i'm scared,

everyone does. just praying for the best,

fr the grade of course.

so, i'm planning to treat myself a movie this morning, 

buy some stuff or maybe shoes,

nahhhh, i'm planning to buy a beanie,

the hat that i have been craving for like years already,

but looking forward for a splendid time for myself,

 i'm stressed out now, 

hungry, haven't actually had my lunch, 

it's morning already now, 

i wish i had a car so i can go to MC DONALDS and grab some food,

junk food . pfft

owh, and i still have 2 paper left for my finals,

finished 4 paper, killer one,

left me Academic Communication and Hubungan Etnik,

still need all the luck. 

night everyone :)