all i can say it's ALHAMDULLILAH,
i pass all papers,
even it's not in flying color but at least i must be grateful with what i get. :,)
but it's like not what i expect,
i did cry (shamefully to tell)
but whatever it is, life must move on,
study must go on,
i still have my dream to fulfill,
and i still have hope on majoring in accountancy,
now in life,
i don't care anymore about anything,
all i ever wanted is my success and a better future.
STARTING FROM NOW,
ONCE I TOUCH MY BOOKS,
NOTHING CAN STOP ME FROM THINKING,
THAT I WANT TO HAVE A BETTER FUTURE,
AND I REALLY NEED TO STUDY HARD,
EVEN LIFE ALWAYS HARD ON ME,
MOVING ON KILLS AND PAIN,
I NEED TO THINK POSITIVE,
THAT NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE,
AND IF I WANT TO ACHIEVE GOOD RESULTS,
I NEED TO MORE FOCUS ON MYSELF THAN OTHERS.
i must and i will :,)
heart and feelings
today is Friday,
yesterday was hard on me,
and thanks to my babe, my heartbeat, and i can say she's my everything,
she was the one who always been there for me when my life is unstable,
i just can't imagine my life without her,
I WILL MAKE A BLOG FOR YOU,
i want you to know sayang,
that i love you.
result , DONE.
now i'm packing my stuff back to get ready to be back to UKM,
as soon as possible?
i don't think so,
i just don't know how to face through a new semester,
and i can say a new chapter of my life,
things seems to be falling apart,
i hold myself tight so that when i cry,
i'll make sure that every tears came out not wasted,
people have this emotion call "hatred"
google it :)
I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU HUMAN,
WHAT PHRASE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ABOUT SATISFACTION =.="
you have what you get, and i don't,
so please stop treating me like i'm nothing.
i have feelings you know.
i really do,
like you people too.
stop being a hatred person, please,
hey , i'm not a threat to anyone.
maybe it's not my time to have my own happiness,
but i'm really don't want to be any part of your life if it's bring more harmful than happiness.
please, let me have what i deserve,
i sat in the middle of field,
i watch far away,
from a distance i saw,
light of hope,
and deep inside i believe,
believe that one day,
my turn will come,
my turn to have my own piece of happiness.
i must believe in it.
you can make this through fatin,
just believe in it.