i just want to hold my self,
i want to cry but i guess my tears dry because of to much misery,
i want to run but i don't know where to go,
i want to hold someone hand but who?
i wish i can stand in a wide field,
with blue sky and windy day,
just me, myself and i,
no one else except me,
no heartache and pain,
stand still and wait for miracles to happen,
but deep inside i know it will be a long moment,
and i must walk or run to get the miracles to happen,
i'm tired of taking care of others feelings,
i have my own thought and emotion,
why don't others think for me,
DON'T SET YOUR MIND NEGATIVE FATIN ,
THEY NEVER HATE YOU,
THEY HAVE THEIR OWN LIFE TO WORRIED ABOUT.
i take a deep breath and pray for everything to be fine,
be fine foe me to move on with life and just being they way i want to be.
p/s: never ever give up